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me and sitek finally revised and finished our michigan tribute hip hop song, and I must say it turned out pretty well, if anyone wants to check it out go to: www.myspace.com/bornoncefools
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[16 Jun 2009|08:00pm] |
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so i've been pretty sad that the wings lost, obviously, I even stopped watching ESPN for like 5 days because I couldn't bare to see anything about it, go lions in oh nine. =(
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[12 Jun 2009|06:08pm] |
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I can almost smell it, and/or taste it, gratiot is where I wanna be later to celebrate my teams 12th stanley cup, game 7's sure are fun to watch and the game can't come soon enough, baseball has the yankees, basketball has the lakers, and hockey has the red wings, let's do work, dynasty style.
let's go red wings.
ARock out.
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[05 Jun 2009|12:07pm] |
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alright, so this wings series is buggin' me, malkin looks like shrek, so I guess that makes crosby his princess fiona, crybaby ass little bitch.
Anyhow, life lately has been kinda shitty, but I don't stress about little things anymore, being alive is good enough for me, so far June has been a wee bit chilly, which sucks cause I love me some june, almost as much as I like eating pussy(see: Nick Lange) haha. been working on some pretty dope ass tunes as well, programming wise on the computer, not writing metal which most people assume I still do, i'm done with that bullshit, working on the hip hop beats and house music is where it's at for me, that shit's so effing challenging, i'm working to get some shit done so I can put it out for everyone to get down to, and yeah, ya'll will get down to it, I like to call my style of beat making "neckbreaker" cause' it's just straight up relentless, hmmm, i'm out of shit to say now.
ARock out, bitches.
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[22 May 2009|10:32pm] |
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Chicago looks like some punks, no, that's a compliment, they look like straight up chumps.
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[22 May 2009|01:49pm] |
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gettin' buff like whoa.
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[19 May 2009|11:36pm] |
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Remember me? the one who fell so long ago, well now I rise, so high above i'm letting go,
these trying times call for dying rhymes to hide the world from prying eyes, a couple eyedrops later i'm eye'n the prize,
full speed forward I got my foot on the gas, waiting for the next turn cause i'm ready to pass, no lookin back not even through my rear view,
i'm leavin a trail of dust on a path thats new, i'll never compramise myself again, especially not for you, remember me? the one who used to cave under the pressure, now i'm in it to win it I see you grimmin' with dis pleasure, I put my pride on the line I got more courage than you could measure, I got my middle finger up mean muggin cause' I don't give a fuck, I got you stuck in place regurgitating all the words that spill from you're face, how's it taste I told you you would get your's I've had revenge gushing from every pour, i'm a disease you just can't cure.
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[16 May 2009|11:16am] |
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livejournal whasup! I just went through alot of my old entries..... haha, wow, I love it, I have not forgotten about the whole LJ thing, and I really do need to hop on here more often, after all, LJ started this whole post yourlife on the internet craze. It's hard to explain me lately, it seems as though theres a fire fire burning deep within me, and it won't go away, but that's a good thing. so i've started doing this whole rap thing, which is fun, and no i'm not trying to be a gangsta, my inner metal head still runs rampid in me, but I just like the whole making beats process, it's so different but the same, I really dig expressing myself vocally in the hip hop scene to, it's so much different and a little easier than screaming in a metal band, you can find links to some of my stuff on my myspace, but beware, it's the first 3 songs I made ever so they're not the best, however, the stuff me and my people have been working on is straight FIRE, so yeah... I just wanted to get on here and mess around for a bit, I miss it.
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[17 Sep 2007|07:46pm] |
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yeah... my bands song is posted, it's all done, re did the vocals on it and everything, go to my myspace, click the killed twice page and check it out! i did drums and vocals on that mofo.
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[04 Sep 2007|07:24pm] |
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with all the negative things already happening to me, I just keep getting more worse news, i'm trying not to think about it, it's time to maintain a positive attitude... no matter what. But I know that at any day the worst could happen and my life will be changed forever, I also have to prepare for that, but no matter what I need to try and stay strong for my family, even though we aren't that close because of the stupid ass lifestyle i took up when I moved out, i'm trying so hard to change myself for the better, I need to re aqquaint myself with the people that love me the most... and be ready to be there for them when they need me.... in all of this there is my almost 11 year old nephew whom I raised for his first 5 years of life, he will need me to be there for him very soon I think, and I can not, and WILL NOT let him down. hopefully all will end up okay, but even still I should spend more time with him, and I plan to once I get my life sorted out.
just venting.
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[29 Aug 2007|10:20pm] |
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everything right now just seems so surreal for some reason, I don't know why, despite all the bad things that have been happening i've been in a very pleasant mood, and I don't even know what is going to happen to me in the next couple of weeks... wierd.
speak now or forever hold you're peace,
don't expect the truth or you'll be let down,
so don't follow the rest of the pack,
break away and let yourself flourish through these trying times,
don't let that smile shatter like our glass hearts,
when I need stength i'll dream of you,
i'll dream of you and all the memories we have,
even if I die tomorrow i'll perish with the things we share,
even though we're only friends I wouldn't mind going further,
people come and people go - but i'm here to stay,
don't let you're lips be a stranger to mine,
once i'm gone i'm gone forever,
if you follow me my heart is yours,
don't deny me for who I was, accept me for who i've become.
yyyyyeeeeaaaaa boooiiiiii, i'm in a weird mood right now, emo/content with life, i'm starting a new movement, and those words above are all mine, yes, best believe bitches.
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[28 Aug 2007|02:32pm] |
very rarely do I read something I wrote and get that feeling.
The Getaway
This is a stickup!
i've reached my bitter end
I want to take/ everything/ and make it mine
I can't see the future-
or what lies ahead for me
all I know is what I have/ and all I have/ are my own two feet
my eyes are open, from mistakes i've made-
Regrets persue me/ but I won't/ give in to pain
you're broken promises - drove me this far
now lines are crossed / in an attempt / to make this right.
This is a stickup!
lives hang in the balance
look in my eyes/ take my hand/ and show me life
don't follow my footsteps - you'll never catch me
fifth gear to overdrive / with no plans of/ slowing down
I'm coming to take back what I lost years ago
I was just going through my notebooks and re-discovered this, I started writing it in 05 and never finished it, I think it's time to write music, yeah.... music, thats a good idea.
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[28 Aug 2007|02:14pm] |
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these are the lyrics to my bands first song, which has so far taken 2 years to fully complete. I will never let you bring me back to you're reality/ which is false I will rise/ through the ashes/ of buried hearts No, I will not suffer/ the consequence of you're/ broken heart/ broken mind Life lies/ undernieth wreckage this will noth define you / I will not be a mindless tragedy. My surface has been stirred from undernieth/ placid skies break/ with lightning false ambitions plague th world/ hells eyes will never pierce through me throw you're fists to the sky/ sift through the ashes of our broken minds I will/ never give up/ the fight to save us/ this is everlasting. Point you're guns right in our faces/ we aren't afraid we love the world that you don't care about/ we'll take it back No! we aren't afraid/ we'll stand and fight we/ will/ take it back we will fight with vengance/ flowing through our veins we will die with pride/ laying in our graves. we pour our hearts out/ into warzones we will fight with every inch of compassion we/ are/ far/ from/ dead and buried. the complete song will be posted on myspace very soon as we are nearing completion of recording.
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[24 Aug 2007|02:36pm] |
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today is week 3 with no cigarettes, chyea!
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[19 Aug 2007|11:20am] |
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yeah, like, ship off date is comin up seriously quick, before I know it i'm going to be in 105 degree heat with 100 percent humidity in the front leaning rest position all day, woo hoo!
one thing is for sure, I going to miss the fuck out of everything and everyone, even though I can't stand michigan anymore, I know myself well enough to know that i'm going to get homesick within a week of being at basic training, but i'll just grin it and bear it, like i've been doing since I was 18 working at all the bullshit ass jobs i've had, ahh... just wanted to post and vent that.
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[15 Aug 2007|01:21pm] |
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so yeah, last time I updated this thing for real, I was 20, now i'm 22, 23 in january(had to throw that out there), no more smoking weed, i quit that, no more smoking cigarettes, I quit that, and i'm about to go to basic training because i'm joining the Army, so yeah, it's been a long long time and i've missed my LJ, i created one in december of 2000, so me and LJ have roots, being on this thing brings back so many memories because I miss the good ol' days, but in a way I don't, because I was just as confused about myself back then as I am now, life goes by really fast and I missed alot, and in that process missed out on alot of living time because I was too busy getting high, BIG mistake, I am just now starting to find out who I am and I don't like myself one bit, thats why i'm going into the Army, I need to challenge myself and get these negative chips off my shoulder and know that I can do something really difficult because I have no faith and/or confidence in myself, but that is soon to change, believe that. but yeah, life has sucked lately, haha, thats the short end of it all, but yeah, just wanted to update this thing for real yo.
www.myspace.com/tapfest
hit me up!
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[08 Nov 2005|08:42pm] |
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fuck! work at 5am, sweeeet!
been doing lots and lots of writing lately, ill post some of it later, i just wanted to update and say that i'm still breathing!
oh well time for bed.
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wow, this weekend was lame, and now i have to work tommorow and i didn't even enjoy myself this weekend, having to work saturdays doesn't help either, though.
but damn, life has been really weird lately, lots of ups and downs, so many different things happening, inside my head and all around me, just so much going on, and i feel like a zombie during all of it, not apart of anything, just observing, everything this week seems like it's been in black and white, just so bland, and boring, don't forget boring. I seem to have absolutely no motivation, for ANYTHING, i feel so dead, so dead and beaten. I also feel really weak, not just physically, but in my heart as well. I thank god for everyday i spend on this planet, even with all the fucked up things happening, but I just can't ever seem to get things rolling my way. Living now seems like a constant struggle to get things right, to plan and follow through, the problem for me is following through, 'cause i sit and plan all day and get psyched because shit in my head seems like it's going to get better, but then following through is always so difficult for me to do, and i don't know why.
things need to change and they need to change now.
well thats my rant, i'm off to bed now.
PeAcE.
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